im bored..have been busy... got home late... left little time to enjoy..god..this isnt fair.. I jus hate last minute meeting... it can be damn annoying. now i gotta engage in playing maple again, i play KOC..night walker~~ wahaha~ it was nice though, when u play it with frens~

Sometimes i felt abit lonely...when I hugged my pillows...thinking of the coming of tml... is strange... is like... i will go somewhere far or never come back..something like that..and the worst is..im alone.

Sometimes i felt my heart is crying, is jus pain in the heart, but im still smiling to the very end, I pray that people can notice im in pain, but ironic...i dun wan them to noe. im tired..i wanted a shoulder to pillow on.

I remember a girl, who doesnt have projects or meetings after sch and pon sch for whole sch year last year, tells mi that she is tired and wanna rush home slp...I was shaking my head, how could she be tired? she even tells me she is stressed up by sch works..i cant believe her.

work load pilling up..too much sketch to draw over the weekends...i guess i will be busy too even on the days which i can fully rest... Im stressed.. i dun like it at all...3rd year...fcuking stress!

i have goal to accomplish in my life and i swore to do it in my lifetime.
1) master Japanese
2) master at least an instrument preferably piano,violin or guitar.

i cant...fuck everything which makes mi busy... 1am now...i fucking tired...hope tml will be a brighter day.